Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Now what?

As 2010 is just days away from drawing to a close, I have been reflecting upon my last nearly 365 days. 2010 was a productive and fun year, full of experience and accomplishment, yet, instead of feeling over-the-top full, I find that I still want more. After a year of sweating the small stuff and appreciating every moment, I'm more than ready to sweat the big stuff too. You see, I'm only making 2 goals for 2011:

1. Find a new job that makes me genuinely excited to wake up in the morning

2. Find a new boyfriend who makes me genuinely excited to wake up in the morning

Not that I'm not already happy and full with life, but waking up to go to my current job provides me with zero motivation. And, after being single for soooooo loooooong, I've also been waking up and feeling quite lonely. I've already proved to myself that I can be very strong and independent and completely self-sufficient, but now I want to prove to myself that their is also room for a little vulnerability, and that it is not a bad thing.

I'm going to continue blogging in 2011, but I'm going to blog about dating instead. I know, I know - I swore I'd never write a dating blog since so many women before me have already tackled the subject over and over and over again. But, I realized that most of us are having a hell of a time in the dating jungle, and it genuinely interests people to read about the experiences of others who are also navigating their way through love, lust and everything in between.